Naivety
Some say I’m naive
Apparently too trusting
Which is true
I let people take advantage
And struggle to assert myself
Because
I don’t like conflict
Is that wrong?
When I am in the right?
I look into the mirror
And see GUM on my forehead
Maybe I’m playing the victim again
It seems to suit me well!
I really must shake it off
And move on
What’s the worst that can happen
If I say it as I see it
or see fit?
He, she will have negative thoughts about me
Talk about me
Put me down
Cause that’s the way they work
People won’t like me
So what
I hear you say
Be yourself
Every day
Don’t pander to others
Don’t worry too much
Get in the moment
Life’s a great game
Sometimes
Life is also
A great shame
Don’t get upset
By what others think
So I tell myself
Keep repeating it every day
If you are a good person
Don’t shy away
Look at your positives
Love yourself first
I am perfect
Both inside and out
Just as I am
I don’t need to shout
It out
It’s just for me
I am perfect for me
I’m not beautiful, clever, or wise
Well maybe a bit wise!
and a bit clever
And on a good day
Even beautiful!!!
I used to see these as faults
Not being beautiful enough, clever, or
Ok I’ve always been wise!
But that’s just me
Me
and you see
How my brain
Works for me
For a long time
I
Thought I had to be perfect inside and out
But it’s not true
I can just be me
As I am
I’ve nothing to prove
To anyone else
I’m getting good in my head
I don’t need approval
Or even disapproval anymore
I can get on by myself
If I work on my core
I’ve been doing it a while
And
It’s proving worthwhile
My story goes on
I’ll be returning soon
To give an update
Whilst I look at the moon
